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Thursday, March 08, 2007


when i don't see you i'm happy,
and sad.
when i DO see you i'm happy,
and sad.
you
make
me
THIS
confused.
and the "funny" thing is,
you don't even know it.
cos who was hurt?
ME.
well, if you're hurting too,
you brought it upon yourself.
it doesn't have to be this way.
but.
you.
you spoilt it.
fucking bastard
4 months.
thats how long i've been hurting.
you wouldn't believe it if i told you.
ha.
how i wish you would read all this.
maybe you do?
well. good then.
but i know you aren't. so
WHATEVER.
oh yah.
stop looking at me.
you're freaking the hell out of me.
stop it ok.
you make me fucking confused.
more than i alrd am.
so quit it.
i don't need shit like that to make my life worse.
just leave me be.
i know you'll never make me happy anyway.
so you might as well stop trying to be nice
or whatever.
cos you're just devastating me.
surely you could spare me that.
you know i can never hate you.
you know it.



fucking CT.


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