Friday, January 26, 2007

Vanity

20 days. sorry about the last post. it was
total crap. went to the sin seh today. n my
wrist is sprained so i wont be typing as much.
im not going for tmr's outing. i'll just be a
hinderence. there's homework i need to catch
up on anyway. its sounds so boring but i dont
have a choice do i? im being left at home tmr.
by myself. so i'll figure out wat i wanna do.
i'll probably play o2jam for a bit. do my maths.
blog. visit blogs. blast the music. practice piano.
i wanna cook lunch. i m that bored. anyway.
my parents r kinda pissed off. so its best that
i dont go . i probably wont be going anywhere
unless its secretly after school. other than that
i live a boring life. im kinda pissed off at the world
n myself n anyone that has a reason to make
me pissed. im stressed, frustrated, in need of
sth that i havent figured out yet. i noe its not
guys, i've given them up for this year at least.
it makes life easier, i dont waste time trying
to sort out my feelings. maybe i'll become a
lesbian...hah...lyk thats gonna happen. i am so
not being one. even if i did become one, i wouldnt
be the 'guy'. oh watever. why tok about sth that
wouldnt happened. its pointless. it seems like im
alays getting pissed off at everybody or im
pissing everybody off. i just need somebody who
will understand. tell me what i wanna hear.
god cant exactly help bcos all i need are straight
forward answers n god doesnt ever give straight
forward answers. so im alone in this world till i
find that someone. not boyfriend, good friend,
i have no eagerness to be with any guy at the
moment. it just hurts me, confuses me, basically
adds another problem to my alrd very
problematic life-(sorry to all guys, no offence).
what is that sth i need that i have no clue of.
where is it.
when will i find it
why dont i know what it is
who has/is it
how do i cope now?....

seaweed
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treasure
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a new leotard
a black leotard
new pointe shoes
a pair of heels
a pair of wedges
a polka-dot skirt
a black skirt
a new denim skirt
clothes!
more coloured bras
new phone
lose 5kg
get good grades
pass cprl promo
pass ALL promos
pass piano theory exam
pass piano exam
pass ballet exam
new alarm clock
earrings
a pair of slippers

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