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Saturday, December 30, 2006


how do u teach someone how to be an
elder sister. especially if she's so
reluctant but alrd five yrs into doing
the job? the hatred between her and
her younger sister is mutual . but her
younger sister hates her less .
thru the years , the hatred grows, as
does frustration. neither are willing to
try to mend this as being the first to try
to be nice.perhaps her younger sister
does try to make an effort sometimes
but being only 5 yrs old, there is not
much that she can do. the girl i am tokin
abt is MY sister . vanessa. nicole is the
youngest. vanessa is a very strong-willed,
stubborn, un-adaptable n only-listen-to-
herself kind of girl. she's been lyk that since
forever. she n nicole are 2 very different
ppl. n me not being around much at all,
'forces' them to rely on each other for
company. but, if often ends up with more
quarrels n more bottled up anger. i want
them to get along asap also bcos my mum
is getting very VERY stressed out with
them fighting, n she doesnt deserve it. i've
almost given up on vanessa. nicole listens to
me, bcos i've made her feel comfortable n
happy to have me. n simple affection is all
she needs to be ur gd fren. vanessa cant
understand this, no matter how hard i try,
it never gets thru. her short temper does
me no justice. i dunno wat to do alrd. i cant
leave it. if i do, they'll be 80 n still quarrelling
n i'll be lyk , y didnt i do sth? i gtg. nicole's
bugging me to play with her.


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